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My Current Media Diet

Some loose thinking on what I'm into right now and my process of picking it.

TELEVISION

For the past year, I’ve been watching TV shows the old-fashioned way: one episode a week. An episode of The Kids In The Hall every Tuesday, an episode of Justified every Wednesday, an episode of M*A*S*H every Thursday, and an episode of Babylon 5 every Friday, with the decision to add on an episode of Red vs Blue every Saturday. This was mainly so I could watch something to talk about for our What Did We Watch? daily threads without actually having to make a decision every single day, and for the most part, this is a decision I’m quite satisfied with; Justified and Babylon 5 are shows I’ve meant to get to for years, M*A*S*H is a show I’ve never gone through episode-by-episode before, Red vs Blue is me going through a comedy I’ve seen but not written about, and The Kids In The Hall is me going through a comedy I’ve never seen before.

I used to watch one episode a day of a show, but I’ve found I’ve gotten deeply sick of that approach; cycling through shows weekly lets me get through a show without running out of things to say or getting bored and frustrated with it. If I have one frustration, it’s that hour-long shows are hard to fit into my routine sometimes whilst half-hour comedies often have less to write about, and sometimes I feel I’m not contributing quite as much to the Media Magpies community as I could be. Otherwise, I’m very pleased at having a regular schedule of new input, which is something I’m really craving at this point in my life.

On top of this schedule are TV shows I’m watching more sporadically, not reporting on because my aim is to write essays on the show as a whole, and often because reporting on individual episodes would be tedious. I allow my interest in these to wax and wane as my schedule opens and closes, and sometimes as they come and go from streaming. I also have a small stable of regular old favourites that I put on in the background while I’m cleaning or doing other mundane tasks.

MOVIES

This is something where I’m not totally satisfied with myself. My movie-watching has become much more sporadic, especially since taking up a new TV schedule. My top priority the past year was working out a good fiction-writing schedule and my second priority was getting a good schedule for new hobbies I’ve always wanted to pursue, and now I feel I’ve just gotten a good handle on those, so my thoughts are going back to my true love of movies. One thing I’ve learned the past year is that watching movies is one of those things that makes me feel like a person, so I really should get back to it in a more serious way.

I’m always at my happiest when I’m tackling a bigger project; one regular movie diet I’m keeping is watching Disney’s animated films in order of release, something that became even easier when I started doing it with a friend. Back in 2014, when I had something resembling stability for the first time in my adult life, I made a project out of watching a film every single day, and eventually started doing things like going through the entirety of different filmographies (including, for the first time, the works of Martin Scorsese); later, I switched to watching every single film Quentin Tarantino ever referenced.

My latest idea is to go through every single Academy Awards Best Picture winner ever made; that’ll really fill out the film diet, I think. The main reason I like doing Year Of The Month is because it forces me out of my comfort zone and into seeing new films I otherwise wouldn’t have even looked up; I’ve decided to start doing two a month rather than one because it also simplifies my ‘what am I going to write about’ question, ha ha.

LITERATURE

This I’m much more satisfied with; I read fifty pages every night because it gives me a much more restful sleep. For a while there last year, I was seeing if I could read a book a day, which proved achievable but a little ambitious; I tried listening to books on audio whenever I had to walk anywhere, which was psychological helpful but unfortunately my brain desperately wanted dopamine (i.e. my favourite ten songs) after the stress of working all day. Unfortunately, reading books is also something that makes me feel much more like a person, so for my own mental health I do have to set aside time to sit and read an entire book in one go every week.

VIDEO GAMES

This is something I definitely want to expand upon in my life. I like video games and surprisingly they’re another thing that makes me feel more like a person, and there are games I’ve owned over a decade that I’ve never finished and want to – or never finished on the hardest setting. As you can probably tell, I like my life to have a rhythm to it, and video games have this problem where I want to play them but they’re a) less of a priority than everything else but b) much more of a time commitment. 

I use a todo list priority system that’s quite common: write down everything I want to do and arrange it by the most urgent. For example, writing my fiction wordcount is the most urgent because I need it more than anything to feel like a person – it gives my life, even the most tedious parts, a meaning. Watching and writing my WDWW is usually the next-most important because there’s usually less than 24 hours til the next one. Working on my weekly project (such as my MM article) is the next most because that’s when the deadline is.

As you can imagine, between that, work, and my social commitments, a thirteen hour game may fall in the cracks. Like, I’ve picked up Minecraft again, and that works with my schedule and motivation because I play it for ten minutes – playing music in the background – get something done in it, and walk away satisfied. I even usually play it inbetween work and going to D&D, which I started because I heard open world games like Minecraft are a good way to relieve stress (certainly better than the doomscrolling I was doing beforehand).

As you can probably tell, a lot of my planning comes down to trying to make a decision now so I don’t have to make a decision later, and certainly not on the fly. I like routine and I get a sick thrill out of organising; the trick is to have something that’s practical but also fulfilling on this subjective and fuzzy level. What I stumbled into accidentally is that I enjoy eating while playing Team Fortress 2 – I made myself dinner once and decided I also wanted to play that, and found it was a very comfortable combo – when I die, I have anywhere between five and fifteen seconds, and I occupy myself with eating.

I’ve decided to try combining my meals with video games; up until now, I’ve watched old TV shows while eating and not been fully satisfied with that. On an intuitive level that’s hard to explain, it feels like the best use of time that previously felt wasted. I want to eat well, but I don’t want to have to think about the fact that I’m eating; I want to finish old video games that I love, but I want that time to feel meaningful and ‘productive’. Somehow, these two things cancel each other out.

MUSIC

This feels like a blind spot (or, uh, a deaf spot) in my understanding of art. There’s this common response to criticism – that you can’t criticise something unless you’ve made something yourself. Obviously, this is a stupid, simpering response to one’s feelings getting hurt because someone said something less-than-positive about something one likes, but there is a core idea of being able to empathise with artists that intrigues me, and I would like to make music not because I’m called to do it (the way I am with criticism and fiction) nor because the act itself is inherently fun (the way drawing is) but so I can try and access the headspace of this ‘songwriter’ identity.

To that end, I feel like I’m still mostly exploring the kind of thing I like. I do pick one artist I like and explore them from start to finish; this appeals to both my need for projects and my love of straight narratives, listening to an artist develop. And of course, I go outside my comfort zone often (like listening to Taylor Swift). For now, though, I’m still working my way through the rock’n’roll I mostly like, even when it’s bad and cheesy.