Natalie Jasmine Harris’s “Grace” is a short film shot through with sensual observation.
The titular character, played by Jordan Wells, is nearing the end of her summer down South, at her grandfather’s beautiful old home. There will be another summer, but teenage Grace experiences this one like it’s all she has, and cinematographer Tehillah De Castro shoots it that way. The world is full of light that has its own weight, like golden syrup. The images are specific and lovingly framed, like Grace is committing them to memory in real time. Soon, the film shows that she has reason to.
Grace is about to be baptized. Again, apparently—what, she asks teasingly, like the first one didn’t take? Big Mama (C.L. Simpson) shuts her down: even this mild line of questioning has no place in her grandparents’ house.
But Grace and her sister (Mikayla Lasahe Bartholomew) weren’t raised with any particular exposure to organized religion. Lying in bed at night, in a fuzzy liminal dark, Grace has to ask what it means to repent. Her sister, who’s already been through this second baptism herself, has a firmer grasp on the teachings, but she’s also come through them to find her own, personal footing. While Big Mama—who has absorbed the rules but whose only meaning for them is the authority of the community and her husband—fumbles, answering Grace with, “That’s just the way they do it, baby,” before lashing out at the whole line of inquiry, Sister is more contemplative and precise, even when admitting her lack of answers: “All I know is—all I know to be real—is the water. And it be all-knowin’. Just like God. It sees through everything and everyone.”
The words land on Grace, there in the dark, and she purses her lips and dreams. The narrative becomes a little disjointed and surreal at this point, interrupted by Grace’s dreams and potentially choosing metaphor over ritual at its conclusion. It makes sense, because Grace is suddenly torn between her own experiences and the lessons she’s receiving. She remains herself—the way the peach-slicing is filmed is proof enough that her hungry, appreciative eye for beautiful detail is as keen as ever—but she doesn’t trust herself.
And you can tell this is a rich little fourteen-minute film, because we’re a couple paragraphs in, and I’m only just now getting to the heart of it, which is the quiet summer romance Grace has with local Louise (Alexis Cofield). Harris has an incredible eye for the minutiae of young queer love, from its vulnerability—their time together is out of their hands, and at the start, all they can do is plan to meet up again next summer; Sister walks in on a kiss that doesn’t quite break apart in time—to the awkward rush of yearning and the giddy agony before it becomes explicit that it’s returned. You can see Grace and Sophie’s eyelines change as they look at each other’s lips.
Is this, Grace wonders, what she needs to repent of? Is this the sin her baptism is supposed to wash away, so she can go to heaven? Sister, again, those few crucial years older, tries to tell her that she doesn’t need to believe this, but Grace is still young enough that she’s only half-joking when she says that, well, Big Mama does, and she wouldn’t lie to them. If she decides her grandmother is, if surely not lying, then wrong, or misunderstanding, then she’s taking a step past her own solid ground. All she can do is quietly consult the Bible she barely knows—and there’s a full-color illustration of the death and damnation to fall upon men who lie with other men.1
Grace, scared and unsure—unsure of what she believes, unsure of what choosing different beliefs would even mean—calls things off with Sophie, leaving her only a lukewarm promise that she’ll be back next summer. She walks away from those possibilities and out into the surf. And while the minister stands on the shore, waiting, she walks out alone.
Earlier, the film shot her through the stair railing as she hung up her baptism dress, a framing that put Grace behind bars. Now, though, she’s free, out alone with God, or the water, or both. It’s a striking, hopeful final shot—full of Grace and full of grace (look, if the movie’s going to name her that, I get to take advantage of it at some point). Who knows what will be washed away? There is everywhere to go from here.
“Grace” is streaming on the Criterion Channel and Vimeo.
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Justified, Season Two, Episode Eleven, “Full Commitment”
“Think it might make you feel better to beat me into the floor?”
“I think it might be worth a shot.”
Gary is a fun villain on this show – even I was shocked by him being the guy who booked the hitmen to kill Raylan. His fundamental issue, from which everything else emerges, is lack of self-awareness about his own feelings; if he’d let himself feel weak and stupid, he probably wouldn’t, you know, overreact in getting revenge on other people. Of course, Raylan is only slightly better, with his coolheaded dismissal of Gary being the coolest he’s looked in a while, specifically because he puts aside his feelings for the sake of a rational goal. Otherwise, as people point out all episode, he’s the kind of guy to make enemies everywhere; he’s never looked more like a Justified villain.
One thing that continuously amazes me is that so many of the kind of people who like to spout about actions having consequences tend to downplay their responsibility in escalating conflict; obviously, Raylan couldn’t have foreseen Gary hiring hitmen, but he did keep escalating his conflict with Gary, threatening his life, and creeping him the fuck out, so he should have anticipated something coming of that. By comparison, Tim is a smart, steady professional – the Raylan for Raylan right now. On the other hand, much as The Shield works because there’s a fiery obnoxious redneck at its centre, there’s a reason this show is about Raylan and not Tim or Rachel.
Coover having been a genius weed man is interesting. That guy could have just been blowing smoke up Dickie’s ass, but it’s more interesting if he wasn’t. Dickie also gets a monologue about someone pissing on him and his organisation.
Biggest Laugh: Art doesn’t get much this episode, so I gotta go with this: “Either you let me go, or I gotta give you the slip.” / “I love this shit. This shit makes me hard.” / “Well, then we both been warned.”
Top Ownage: Violence-wise, Boyd robbing Dickie. Verbally, Raylan on Gary.
I break out “I love this shit. This shit makes me hard” more than I probably should.
Great point about Raylan’s hypocrisy in talking up the consequences of other people’s actions while essentially ignoring or missing how he’s facing the same thing; that’s a pretty constant background subtext to the show, sometimes used better than others but always an undercurrent. A later episode has him delivering a line about this kind of thing to someone else without realizing that it’s perfect for him, too, and it’s always stuck with me.
Jacob Pitts has a lot of fun just saying the dialogue and letting the words do all the work – most of his acting goes into conveying Tim’s increasing annoyance with Raylan all episode.
I feel like Raylan is generally smarter about it than most of the criminals; him letting Gary go without even much comment at the end is how he usually treats ordinary criminals and is closer to his usual intelligence. Of course, I have the disadvantage of not knowing how if even if Gary will come back to the story.
Wait… I was checking Jacob Pitts’s name on Google and have just now realised he was the comedy sidekick in Eurotrip Jesus Christ, that’s a range there.
Also hysterical and adding to the ownage is Boyd robbing Dickie and keeping the deal on with Hot Rod (which Hot Rod agrees to!)
I’ve known a couple people who were not geniuses but they were truly good at growing weed (a plant that famously takes a lot of patience, care, and attention).
There’s different kinds of smart, and I could see growing plants as being the ‘knowing a lot of facts and being able to do the same shit every day’ smart as opposed to ‘coming up with complex schemes’ smart, or even ‘writing clever things about movies and TV shows’ smart.
My ex had many plants and it is essentially that skill, yeah. (I cannot even keep a cactus.)
Slow Horses, “Work Drinks” and “Bad Tradecraft” – More tomorrow, since I hope to watch the next episode tonight. This is growing on me, but the storytelling is kind of a mess.
Alfred Hitchcock Presents, “Our Cook’s a Treasure” – More tomorrow as well. But this one didn’t do a ton for me.
MASH, “Dear Mildred” – Col. Potter writes home to his wife on the occasion of their anniversary, even as Radar struggles to get used to his new boss. A lot of random pieces, but the final scene where Radar gives Potter a horse is surprisingly moving. Interesting thing I learned: guest star Richard Lee Sung actually fought in the Korean War and received a Purple Heart at the Battle of Chosin Reservoir, where the US and South Korea were soundly and roundly defeated.
I don’t know enough about the Korean War but apparently it’s another war where the US underestimates what it’s doing in Asia and the result is a bloodbath. (Funniest part of The Best and The Brightest is LBJ assuming that Degaulle is advising the US to leave Vietnam because the French want it back and this famously arrogant, imperious man emphasizes that no, he doesn’t want it back, he is WARNING him.)
Actually – and I can only tell you this because of Indy Neidell’s ongoing Korean War Week by Week channel – the US and its allies held their own as often as not. Which is not to say that the US – mainly but not exclusively MacArthur – didn’t screw up badly in underestimating the size and scope of China’s response to the war. But the eventual stalemate in Korea pales greatly next to the disasters of Vietnam. (I mean, there still is a South Korea.) But until that stalemate was reached, it was an awful bloody war like all wars, on both sides.
Reminds me of when the subject of the Vietnam War came up, and when we made the obvious jokes, our (fiftysomething ex-veteran) DM was genuinely offended and explained that, from a military standpoint, the US and Australia actually won, but lost politically.
“We did not lose Vietnam! It was a tie!” – A Fish Called Wanda
I think I’ll be our big “Our Cook’s a Treasure” defender.
Love the introduction of Sophie in “Dear Mildred.” Her debut is, as you said, a wonderful moment, and the show would go on to use her well.
Though at least this time out, the as yet unnamed Sophie is not a mare. At least they came up with a name for Mrs. Potter and stuck with it. (Remember when Henry’s wife was also Mildred and then became Lorraine?)
Sophie’s great introduction is squarely on the shoulders of Harry Morgan. It’s a great writing choice, obviously, and Gary Burghoff is predictably great, but Morgan manages to sell Potter’s vulnerable awe that he gets to have one of his great loves out in this camp.
Live Music – Orchestre Tout Puissant Marcel Duchamp! A 12-piece Swiss band “that blends folk, krautrock, post-punk and African rhythms” in their words, don’t think I can describe it any better. I didn’t listen to these before buying a ticket, I just assumed a large number of people playing an eclectic variety of instruments would be a good time and guess what? I was right! Two drummers, double bass, cello, violin, trombone, vibraphone AND xylophone, electric guitar, usually several people singing at once – and they were tight as hell. Really fun stuff and I’m gonna check out the records now for sure.
Wooo, eclectic live music!
Wooooooo le live musique!!
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This sounds lovely/sad, I might have to watch it tonight.
Those are definitely the words for it. I’m really curious what you’ll think!
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This September, we’re covering these movies, albums, books, from 1938!
TBD: Cori Domschot: Bringing Up Baby
TBD: Bridgett Taylor: Rebecca
Sept. 22nd: Sam Scott: Holiday
And there’s still time to sign up for 1959 this month. Check out all these movies, albums, books, et al
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