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Raging Bull

“I’ve done a lot of bad things, Joey, and maybe it’s comin’ back to me.”

One of the questions that comes up in pop culture discourse is ‘why would you make a story about a bad person?’, or, more frequently, ‘why would I watch a story about a person I don’t like?’. Jake La Motta (Robert De Niro) definitely ranks up there in terms of shitty guys. It isn’t just that he does bad things – violent outbursts, cheating on his wife, sleeping with teenage girls (including his second wife) – it’s that he’s also just miserable, pathetic, and above all, stupid. He reacts to any perceived slight with violence and threats of violence; his go-to tactic is to simply repeat himself louder until he gets what he wants, which is usually some kind of submission. He’s incapable of thinking about any kind of long-term consequences for his actions.

The first reason I can think of is that this film feels like a beautiful object. A beautiful thing doesn’t have to justify its existence to me; I’m hypnotized by this film at points. The question isn’t ‘why should this have been made’, it’s ‘why does this compel me so’, which might sound at first like a mere slight rewrite of the same idea, but the difference is all-important. The former is second-guessing a decision that’s already been made; the latter is asking what one’s decision will be in the future, something that strikes me as enormously more productive.

As always, I think it’s that the film invites empathy and introspection, often in ironic contrast to its protagonist. The interesting thing about Jake is that he isn’t actually stupid – well, maybe stupid in the sense that he lacks a varied toolbox of social skills and doesn’t think too far ahead, but he’s also calculating. We see him soak up data and respond to it, and his emotions are coming from a real place; he’s just as capable of crude love as he is crude violence. This kind of shared connection across time and space is what I engage with fiction and art for.

Which brings me to the second reason: I watch movies to see myself from another perspective, and that doesn’t just mean ‘characters exactly like me’, or even ‘characters like me presented in a perspective outside my own’, I mean ‘emotions I feel in a violently different context’. I first watched Raging Bull at around 25; I’m now 35, slightly older than Jake when he retires from boxing and slightly younger than when he’s incarcerated, and unfortunately, I see a lot of both my youthful and current rage in the character. I was never fucking teenagers or throwing women across the room, but there was anger at the world that, like the older Jake, I’m still trying to walk away from (both in terms of material consequences and in terms of inner rage).

One thing that’s always confused me is how hard it is to get many people not only to see that two separate, materially different situations can have the same emotions attached to them, but that this fact is important. Roy Greenhilt of Order of the Stick, of all characters, has practical examples of this in action, like this strip, where he recognises that getting snarky is acting on the same emotions that drive his father (“Every time I stoop to the level of engaging you in an angry tirade, I’m a little more like you and a little less like Mom.”). Jake works as a guide for where I don’t want to go; every time I reflexively act upon my temper, I’m a little more like him and a little less like Solid Snake.

Which now brings me to the third reason: I like uncomfortable movies. It’s always funny to me that people, as a whole, engage with fiction in order to be made comfortable, so that you get this weird situation that someone will go to work doing something physically or emotionally miserable for eight or more hours, but watching a movie about someone acting like a dick makes them uncomfortable. I’m not stupid – I know most people are working because they need money to live and raise their kids or whatever, and when they get home, they want to return to a sense of comfort – but the thing is, I find when I work long hours doing draining shit, I even more desperately need something intellectually stimulating. When my time becomes precious, I have to prioritize movies like Raging Bull over escapist trash or I go nuts.

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